i have just been so sad.... and scared.

all pictures are links

sup g's?

Lately I have just been trying to keep things a moving... I have been working A lot and running and trying to eat 3 meals a day.... amazing. BUt I have also been watching some shit:


If you don't know about Deadwood and you know someone with digital cable and HBO then you can watch the some on HBO on demand and you should really get on that shit because cowboys are amazing and this is a completely new world for me.

A quick report:


Da Vinci Code: *
This was one of the most boring and tedius movies I have seen in quite a while. With completely lackluster character portrayl and mind numbing music, I was proud of myself for not falling asleep. this movie was too slow and too long. It also just seemed to suck the life out of a story instead of putting life into it. Someone on NPR said that is was as if everyone in this movie was afraid of taking any risks with their roles ( including Ron Howard) and I couldn't agree more.

X3: The Last Stand: **1/2
So much better than I expected. I had heard such bad bad bad things but I was pleasantly surprised. There was some heart and soul in this movie along with Kelsey Grammar as Beast and he was amazing. Some good fighting at the end and the scenes with Phoenix's Mind control powers taking control were pretty cool looking.


Mission Impossible 3: ***
Fuck yeah J.J. Abrams. The guy who directed this does the shows LOST and until recently ALIAS. He brought some amazing shit to the table and the explosions and deaths in this movie are so well shot that I am surprised I haven't seen it again. So surprised I might go right now.... or in 15 mintues... (HURA!)

Over the Hedge: ***
The best non-Pixar anamation I have seen in some time... It wasn't really extremely laugh out loud funny but I chuckled pretty regularly through out. Bruce Willis and Steve Carrell were great. I like a cookie, indeed!

Art School Confidental: **1/2
I can't possibly spell zweigoff corectly but if Ya liked GHOST WORLD then your sensibilities are right for this movie. Maybe you should see GRANDMA'S BOY right before you see this... lots of the same people and its also really great...I should have more to say about this movie but I am getting tired...

so here are just some stars....

Second Hand Lions: ***1/2
Boiler Room: **
American Haunting: YUCK
Open Range: **** ( SEE THIS MOVIE NOW!)


too sleepy to go on....

saving money for the big move... so if anyone just has some lying around.. I will put it to good use for ya:)

just like dancer in the dark

i know this is my first post in a while and I should try to keep it light...but





I just saw United 93.


and then I threw up.



just one more fucking amazing unbelievable movie I will never EVER watch again.

it's a little sad being me right now. i want it to be chicago and casey today.


i want to feel......

so

My brother took my lap top school so I have no internet and it is going to make things a little difficult. I won't be able to reply to email because I won't be able to check it so No one get mad at me here. I am going to try to get on my Dad's work computer but I can only do that when he isn't working on it, and he usually is.


things are going. I'm getting a little scared about moving to Chicago... that is a big step... big jump... little scary but, I think that means it's a good idea. I have been unbelievably scared before all major events in my life and usually the things I think I want to back out of at the last minute are the ones I enjoy most... such as going to college in the first place and going to Brno... but both of those were amazing for the most part....

I'm pretty lonely down here.... and more than a little bored.

i feel like this.

Coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss
It was only a kiss

Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking the drag

Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest now

He takes off her dress now
Let me go
And I just can't look
It's killing me
And taking control

Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea
Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

(repeat)






















V for Vendetta is the best movie so far this year. Unfucking believable. Fuck yeah!

my dog Babe died and I feel all alone.

just some stars

Pink Panther : 1/2*
Nanny McPhee: ***
Curious George: *
Freedomland: no stars (a first for me)
Firewall: 1/2*
Final Destination 3: **1/2
8 Below: ***
Madea's Family Reunion: *1/2
Sky Captain and the World of Tomorrow: ****
Ong Bak: ***1/2
Old Boy: ****
Donnie Darko: ***1/2
Aquamarine: *1/2
Ultraviolet: *
When a Stranger Calls: No stars
Big Mama's House 2: *
Doogal: no stars
The Emperor's New Groove: ***
Quick Change: *1/2
Lost Boys: 1/2*
Date Movie: 1/2*
The Three Burials of Melquiades Estrada: ***1/2
Brokeback Mountain: ***
Brotherhood of the Wolf: ****
Layer Cake: ***
Frailty: **1/2
The Aristocrats: ***
The 5 Obstructions: **
(unknown title: documentary about Metal Music): ***
Crash:** ( this is not everything that you want it to be..... at all)



that is all I can remember right now.....