November 24, 2005

thanksgiving

I really missed having thanksgiving and christmas with my family when I was in Europe. I told them all that. Today I had to work because if you work at a movie theatre, everyone works on thanksgiving and christmas. My family wasn't even going to wait for me to get off work. They weren't even going to call me. I had to call them 3 times before I knew when they were going to eat. they said 5:30. I got home at 5:30 and they were all in the garage getting stoned. I only had 30 minutes. I made that so clear on the phone and they weren't ready for thanksgiving because they were too busy getting fucking stoned.

fuck that shit.

November 23, 2005

David Lynch

Yo estaba bien por un tiempo
volviendo a sonreír
Luego anoche te vitu ma
no me tocóy el saludo de tu voz
Y hablé muy bien
y tú sin saberque he esta
dollorando por tu amor
llorando por tu amor
Luego de tu adióssentí todo mi dolor
Sola y llorando,
llorando,
llorando
No es fácil de entender
que al verte otra vezyo esté llorando
Yo que pensé que te olvidépero es verdad,
es la verdadque te quiero aun más
mucho más que ayer
Dime tú que puedo hacer
¿No me quieres ya?
Y siempre estaré llorando por tu amor
llorando por tu amor
Tu amor se llevótodo mi corazón
Y quedo llorando,
llorando,
llorando,
llorando
por tu amor
Official Downloads:
Llorando (Film version).mp3Llorando (Band version).mp3
Llorando (Fan Tribute).mp3 (Thread)
Sample of Orbison's Crying

fucking...fuck.

See, this having a period thing sucks. I don't give a shit whether you want to hear about it or not.

See I can go from totally fucking fine to absolutely depressed with this fucking period thing. I just saw myself naked and that alone was almost enough to make me.l...it fucking sucked anyway. I feel like it is never gonna be good enough. Never. My whole body hurts. My feet hurt like you wouldn't believe. My shoulders are aching. I just want to snuggle. I want to feel that safe. I want to be able to go to bed with someone and just trust them. ahhhhhh. I found it. I want to trust someone. I mean someone I can see everyday and talk to. I trust you guys, atleast the ones of you I know...but shit. I am sorry that I had to write all that above to get at what I wanted.....but that is why I do the writing at all. ..

still need those addresses.

i need this.

I need everyones address for christmas. ANd I mean everyone. Even fucking Mike Hanranhan.

send 'em to me at lilyiris@gmail.com


p.s. Rent the movie blows. Chris Columbus is letting me down again, and again, and again.

i need this.

November 20, 2005

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