October 5, 2005

what Jesse Said

This is just a copy and paste job from a comment I left on Jesse's Page but, I wanted to be able to find it for myself... so here it is again

Jesse writes:

"I'm not used to it. Life keeps pushing you into different stages of loneliness. No matter where you turn, or who you're with, part of you is lonely. I'm in the relative stages of lonely that exist out of absent friends. I'm not the only one feelin' that. I'm not unhappy, by any means."


I reply:

yes, this is it exaclty. See... you say things that I mean when all can do is cry every week for about 3 minutes. That is just long enough for me to realize that I am not acctually sure what it is that I am upset about...just the fact that my world has been upset and everything is different. It is a good time to be lonely, though. I feel it is good for me. And, oddly enough, I think Brno prepared me for this. I never would have been able to deal with this loneliness if it hadn't been for that loneliness.
does that make sense?

October 3, 2005

The Bends

I want to live and breathe
I want to be part of the human race.

Where do we go from here?
The words are coming out all weird
Where are you now when I need you?


this is it. This is the song to listen to when it is 1 am and you are lying on the floor in a puddle of your own snot and tears. Radiohead is the band for that. Let's just blame this whole thing on the phases of the moon and on the period. Good. Now that we have that settled..........

October 2, 2005

oh so quickly

Stars out of 4


Into the Blue : 1/2 star for good underwater shooting but, this movie needed to be about 1 and a half hours shorter than it was. Dialogue was shit, love story was shit, most of movie was, infact, shit.


Serenity: 1 and 1/2 stars for cool use of language. If you were a fan of the series than this movie might be a lot better for you. I, however, never watched it, and was therefore in the dark. I felt nothing for the characters, or how they ended up because nothing was explained. No relationships were defined and I just couldn't feel anything for them.


other than that: I am going to buy a car soon. Yes, this means that if you are a drivable distance away, I will try to visit.