ohmigod

I started my application for graduate school. holy shit. holy fuckinggradschooljesusfuck.

wow.







p.s. Never EVER EVER EVER EVER show a girl this movie.

charlie kauffman

"one has eyes that contain the saddness of the world."

-Adaptation

thanksgiving

I really missed having thanksgiving and christmas with my family when I was in Europe. I told them all that. Today I had to work because if you work at a movie theatre, everyone works on thanksgiving and christmas. My family wasn't even going to wait for me to get off work. They weren't even going to call me. I had to call them 3 times before I knew when they were going to eat. they said 5:30. I got home at 5:30 and they were all in the garage getting stoned. I only had 30 minutes. I made that so clear on the phone and they weren't ready for thanksgiving because they were too busy getting fucking stoned.

fuck that shit.

David Lynch

Yo estaba bien por un tiempo
volviendo a sonreír
Luego anoche te vitu ma
no me tocóy el saludo de tu voz
Y hablé muy bien
y tú sin saberque he esta
dollorando por tu amor
llorando por tu amor
Luego de tu adióssentí todo mi dolor
Sola y llorando,
llorando,
llorando
No es fácil de entender
que al verte otra vezyo esté llorando
Yo que pensé que te olvidépero es verdad,
es la verdadque te quiero aun más
mucho más que ayer
Dime tú que puedo hacer
¿No me quieres ya?
Y siempre estaré llorando por tu amor
llorando por tu amor
Tu amor se llevótodo mi corazón
Y quedo llorando,
llorando,
llorando,
llorando
por tu amor
Official Downloads:
Llorando (Film version).mp3Llorando (Band version).mp3
Llorando (Fan Tribute).mp3 (Thread)
Sample of Orbison's Crying

fucking...fuck.

See, this having a period thing sucks. I don't give a shit whether you want to hear about it or not.

See I can go from totally fucking fine to absolutely depressed with this fucking period thing. I just saw myself naked and that alone was almost enough to make me.l...it fucking sucked anyway. I feel like it is never gonna be good enough. Never. My whole body hurts. My feet hurt like you wouldn't believe. My shoulders are aching. I just want to snuggle. I want to feel that safe. I want to be able to go to bed with someone and just trust them. ahhhhhh. I found it. I want to trust someone. I mean someone I can see everyday and talk to. I trust you guys, atleast the ones of you I know...but shit. I am sorry that I had to write all that above to get at what I wanted.....but that is why I do the writing at all. ..

still need those addresses.

i need this.

I need everyones address for christmas. ANd I mean everyone. Even fucking Mike Hanranhan.

send 'em to me at lilyiris@gmail.com


p.s. Rent the movie blows. Chris Columbus is letting me down again, and again, and again.

i need this.

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must sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

reviews

Zorro: **
Nice movie for families. The kid in it saves the day. He is smart and funny and a little bit of an ass which, at that age, makes us love him all the more. OOOO, there is also a secret plot to be uncovered, gotta have that. And some horses and a fight on a bridge, these are also totally original. All that sarcasim aside, there is so vile kissing between Antonio and Catherine in this film, don't forget to cover your eyes or you might lose your popcorn. Apparently the more unrealistic the kiss the easier it is to get a PG rating. Whatever.


Good Night and Good Luck: ****
Imagine this for me. Close your eyes and pretend that George Clooney is standing directly behind you, infact, his chest is touching your back. Now imagine that he leans his mouth close to your ear. He doesn't do anything at first but, you can feel his soft slow breathing. Now you will feel his toungue cautiously playing with your left earlobe while he begins to caress your right arm with his fingertips. You with me so far? Absorb this for a second and then realize that in his left hand (the one that is not stroking you) is a big fuck off knife, except that it is too late and he has stabbed you in the chest. This is the closest I can get to describing this movie. Fuck yeah Clooney, you can fuck my shit up anytime.

Mirror Mask: **1/2
The story of this movie is a little lame. Well, the over all premise is cool but the details are a litte sketchy. You should still see it. It was beautiful. Unbelivibly well drawn and colored, the real llife images work magic. It feels like walking through a fucked up pop-up book. Gaiman is working on some other animated movies that are to be coming out, and I hope that all of them are as pretty and visiually fucked up as this one.

Weatherman: ***1/2
It's Nick Cage. I like him. He has that thing that makes me unsure whether I want to slap him or hug him. Everything doesn't turn out all right. Everything isn't perfect. He is a nice guy, and he is trying but he just can't fix everything. Props to the chubby girl in the movie. Gotta be a strong person to take verbal abuse like that. I know I don't handle it well. Props to Chicago for existing.

Derailed: ****
I couldn't believe it. I couldn't fucking believe what this movie did to my insides. Clive Owen was already a god in my book but, Jennifer Anniston kicked some serious ass. I couldn't have done it. I couldn't have done what she did. I don't want to say to much about it just fucking see it. Take someone you can hold on to.

Zathura: ***1/2
This movie is the shit. FUCK YEAH! If you even think you like movies at all you need to see this. These kids are great. They are in space, they have monster problems, they have robot problems, they have sister problems. All of the big bad guys in the movie were acctually made. There were guys dressed as Huge Alligator monsters and they looked awesome. There was an 8 foot tall robot that flew around. It was awsome, too; want to know why? Because they fucking built it. Because it wasn't CG bullshit. It wasn't green screen cut and paste it was acctually there. Hell yeah for spending some money on actual physical properties. Most quotable lines:

Older Brother: Your just jealous because I have a robot and you don't.
Younger Brother: Well what does it do?
Older Brother: I don't know. (then looks at robot and says) Get me a juice box Biatch.


it was awesome.


Coming soon: Harry Potter and Walk the Line on the same day! AHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

fast

I am so tired but:

I will be in chatty on friday and saturday so hang out with me!

also :

if you go see one movie this week make is Zathura. I will review it (and like 6 others! at length later) but for now just see that shit. It was unbelievibly amazing. The best kids movie since The Incredibles. Think Goonies for the '00 generations.