October 10, 2005

just things

Can I just say that keeping up with Jesse's comments is a ridiculous exercise in futility, atleast on my part. I never was Oak Ridge, it makes things a little harder I think;)

Today I was trying to figure out when it is that we got our dog and, in the process, I found a book of poetry. It is almost everything I wrote from about 13 on. I can not believe I wrote some of this stuff. I am sure that it was good for me but, most of it is awful, which is why I stopped writing for so long. I am getting better at acepting it now. Sometimes a line will just get stuck in my head and I HAVE to write it down. What ever happens after that just comes out. Sometimes it takes me several read-throughs to figure out what it is that I am saying. How odd is that?

Everyone wants someone to appricate the things they have done. Everyone wants someone to tell them they did the right thing, to tell them the stodd up when other people would have fallen. I just want to thank Agnes for taking the time to do that for me. Everyone needs to hear stuff like that. I will try to pass it on... I will try to tell someone I appriciate them as a human. It seems like a good idea.

Believe it or not The Grudge is still freakin' me out...although it was my brother Tim who decided to sleep in my room last night and not I in his. A special thank you to James for talking my down from the horror movie cliff last night.

Car shopping tomorrow.


this..... this is hard. this hendersonville, this lack of people...this feeling of....of nothing. not good. did I tell you guys that my petition to sub a class was denied. i had to petition the chancellor. if he says 'no' the UTC had fucked my shit up. I want to go to grad school in the fall. i hope I can get this shit taken care of by then.

Readin: The Mummy, The Will, and the Crypt by John Bellairs
Bought: The Time Traveler's Wife by Audry Niffenegger
Totally can't wait to own: Cinderella on dvd
Looking forward to: Chattanooga and some good friend time
Hoping: this weeks new movies don't suck
trying: to relax enough to get some good sleep.

4 comments:

Agnes said...

oooh you bought that book!

And, you know I wouldn't say it, if I didn't mean it!
You did take a remarkable position and most certainly not the easiest. That deserves appreciation at the least!
miss you!

glasshole said...

Ooh Ooh, John Bellairs is THE SHIT!!! Tell me you got the editions illustrated by Edward Gorey.
Also, I WAS in Oak Ridge, and I can't keep up with Jesse's comment thread. I blame Andrew and Agnes.

Lilyiris said...

Cara,
I tried to comment but your webpage hated me. I just wanted to say, FUCK YEAH, they are the Gory illustrated ones! What kinda foo' you think I am?

also I like the They Might be Giants lyrics... I don't remember them being there. also according to your blog, you need to either quit fucking or start but, isn't that always the way it is with women?

Agnes said...

AH you're blaming me, huh
I blame the voyarist word society of wanting to know everything!

but I can settle for blaming Andrew, though :)